funny thing is, when i start nagging or yelling (not really yelling lah, just a bit of high pitch) automatically they remembered everything n knows what they should do! it's really different when i was about their age (14-15 yrs), i did my chores before my mum starts nagging at me.
the latest, we caught her red handed when she skipped from school last week, we thought this 'ponteng sekolah syndrome' is new but actually she has been doing this since june ... not everyday but still ... she is not supposed to skip school!!! aarrgghh!! aku bengang giler!! don’t know what i should do wth this girl … sigh..
but whatever lah, kadang2 malas nak piker byk2, got lots of things in mind … i hv to set my priorities and other important things, for example, 4 other kids to be taken care of esp ammar.
as a human being, aku tak lepas dari buat silap but i’ll try my best and do whatever it takes to raise them to be somebody (ayat poyonya ialah saya akan berusaha sedaya upaya saya utk mendidik anak2 saya menjadi org yg berguna).