Ammar udah pulang ... :))

salam ...

syukur Alhamdulilllah, Ammar dah discharged from hospital hari jumaat petang ... itupon sbb aku mintak sgt kat doc A kata nk balik coz ada hal berbangkit kat umah ari tu ... anw, aku sgt puas ati coz ammar dah x batuk, idung pon x meleleh (flu) dan yg paling penting skali gastro site dia clear ... tip top ... wound kat situ pon dah ok, xde bleeding apa bagai ... leaking pon xde dah ... lega sgt2 aku rasa ... phewww!!!

masa ni dah siap2 nk balik .. hehehe

ni line paling last ... line yg ke 8!!!! shian anak aku kena cucuk sana sini!!!

tp sejak smlm hati aku rasa berdebar2 je ... kejap2 kang ok ... kejap2 kang x ok ... kadang rasa seram sejuk pon ada gak ... bkn apa, aku sbnrnyer berdebar nk tunggu 22hb nih ... ngam2 seminggu je lagi Ammar nk gi IJN ...

kebetulan hari rabu yg baru lepas nih (10hb) a lil girl, Asma, (one of my close fren's dotter masa kat ITM) who had da same problem as Ammar (PDA) admitted to IJN and underwent da same procedure as Ammar is going to ... da opt went well, but da result is not so gud ... walaupun surgeon dah letak a coil/occluder kat injap tu, but it didnt cover da whole area ... means dat ada tiga possibility, 1st ... slowly da coil will clogged (which is gud coz dat is wat it shud do) .... or ada chance coil tu 'pergi' ke tmpt lain .... or da coil stays there but it didnt clogged ... if dis two happens they have to consider to do it all over again, this time maybe wth diff measure ... mintak simpang lah!!!

Ammar ngan his fav bear ... rindu kat bebear dik eh??

bila kawan aku tu call and bgtau aku keadaan anak dia aku pon ikut sama menangis ... aku jadi sedih, risau & takot ... i understand how she feels as we are in da same boat ... sedih coz it happen to lil Asma ... aku risau & takot coz da same doc will do da same procedure to Ammar next week ... haruslah kannn!!! :((

sara & ammar ... time baik ok lah ... time bercekau haru!!

ni pic ammar paling latest ... amik mlm tadi sblm tido ...

aku sentiasa berdoa supaya perjalanan Ammar dipermudahkan ... cukuplah dgn apa yg Ammar dah lalui selama nih ... bg aku dah terlampau byk kisah duka, sedih, cemas yg aku & suami lalui ... x sanggup dah rasanyer nk biarkan Ammar lalui saat2 tu lagi ...

ya Allah! ku mohon dgn rasa rendah diri, bantulah kami ya Allah ... permudahkanlah jalan Ammar ... berikanlah kami kekuatan dari segala segi utk menempuh dugaan mu ya Allah ... Amin!!!!!